Tuesday, 30 October 2007

Disciplinary meeting

Things are changing at work, have been the last few months really with different systems coming in  place and what not but anyway my performance was under question so I was called in to be quizzed  and more or less told to pull my socks up.
To be quite honest as go through all that stuff with reviews and so on, at the end of the day I'd much sooner get a smack like I did when I was a kid cos by the time folk have finished the brow beating stuff, I'm just looking up at the ceiling, not really being there and so it really doesn't help.

Tuesday, 16 October 2007

A dolls party time

That I always loved dolls has never been in question even if some may of questioned it but to be honest this is all I'm wanting to do: To wear pretty dresses and play with dolls for hours with both us looking amazingly cute.
With everything that has happened I find it so therapeutic to be in a spot where all triggering things are gone, where the innocence that a child-minded me is at because of my brain damage loving and being loved for the life that is natural for me, free to be myself.
Matching outfits for me to go with the dolls would be icing on the cake!

Tuesday, 2 October 2007

My new avatar


This is my new Avatar.
I love anime so no surprises for the content.
Unfortunately due to size restrictions and other funny stuff at one site, the display there doesn't do it any real justice so I thought I'd post it here instead.